AFIFAH SALSABILA

Under the night and light, she always spoke to the moon. The one listens to her with silence but still, gives strength with his light. Burn, my darling burning. Hundred times he catches when falling, and tonight she is not her, she is me. I thought it's changing, almost whole? no, the soul is still there. God, I call your name. Please remind me to always removing what blocked me from the inside. Whenever I fall again, I will use this light. Burry, Sometimes the rain comes. I can not see your whole. But blur only blurs in my eyes. Still. That light. Burning. Keep me alive. Not even made me buried, even a second. 

21 To be honest, for her birthday is just one of another day. As much she remembers, she never romanticizing birthday before like everyone does. But this age, this 21 she started to think, reminiscing, and let's look back for five years before she makes it today. A lot of things, people, moments, conditions are changed, and for good, she as a person also changes. Even yes sometimes going to the dark, sometimes to the light. Yet, as she changes, she knows her worth, and her value, everything else is just a LIFE, where swing between one day and someday; one day will be fine and someday go wrong. To reminiscing, she starts to look back to five years ago. It was 2015, she was 16 didn't know much about life, friendship, love, peace, and self-worth but this universe guides her with a rough and laugh in other years. She was 18 and realize bad experiences are just another experience to keep this life balance, nothing much nothing less. And 19 was a year really change her...